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Started going back to the gym, and its such utter bullshit how immediate the improvement in my mood was for 30 minutes of cardio.
My friend moved in!!! I’ve known her since new years eve and two days ago I went to her place in a van and packed her stuff up and went home to get new home
Pretty chill. On Monday the local carnival ended and I took some time to wind down from that on Tuesday. Recovery from bottom surgery is going great and I could party like normal. I went to one of my favourite regular events, a writer’s workshop. It’s really cool how by now people recognise me there and I always know multiple of the people who are there. I also wrote some pretty good stuff that session. Thursday I went to my favourite bar with a few friends, it’s a jazz bar that still has all the original interior from the 60s and they only play stuff from vinyl which is very cool. I drank a lot of wine there and noticed that my alcohol tolerance has gone up quite a bit. And then on Friday I watched the first episode of Twin Peaks with two friends and have been watching it for the last few days. I quite like it and will finish the first season tonight, I think. Next week I’ll have to take a train across the country to go to my first bottom surgery checkup so I want to take some time to curl up and be warm. :3
Oh and also I’ve been questioning my sexuality again and am trying to figure out if I’m really bisexual or just a lesbian.
Twin Peaks is my jam.
<cw: far-right transphobic harrassment>
Got surrounded, harrassed and threatened by a bunch of rabid zionists and fascists while supporting a peaceful pro-palestinian group in my city yesterday. They were carrying IDF flags, calling us terrorists and Jew hunters and on top of all their usual depravity, were being virulently transphobic, attempting to single out any of us who were gender non-conforming and loudly, repeatedly agressively misgendering us. The police stood and watched as they got in our faces and threatened us with violence. But if we’d have raised a hand in self defence they would have immedaitely beaten and arrested us. My comrades were brave, composed and unyielding, but it was a horrible experience. I’ve been part of enough anti-fascist action to develop a pretty thick skin but yesterday was fucking horrible.
<cw: UK NHS indifference>
Today i have been trying to sort out blood tests for my GAHT and running into the standard NHS “we’d rather you just die” approach to healthcare. I don’t have any transfem friends in my city to ask for advice from, but I’m gonna go to a social this week to see if I can meet some women who might be able to signpost me.
So not a great start to my week. But I will never let them crush me. I will fucking thrive out pure spite if I have to.
i just can’t believe how some peopke lack basic empathy, also thanks for your work
<3
I guess this won’t be on anyone’s radar who isn’t in Japan, but I saw the new “This Is I” on Netflix. I was pretty apprehensive going in, but it turned out to be IMHO a compassionate treatment of the subject matter.
It could be very triggering though, so be careful if you’re struggling with dysphoria or transphobia.
I moved into a bigger and nicer flat. With a friend together and a cat. Never thought I could get out of that horrible flat I was in for nearly 3 years now. Got some nice things for the flat, among others, a new blahaj! Gonna get into gardening again now that I have a balcony.
