(POST EDIT: TRYING TO MAKE THE SITUATION LESS CONFUSING)

  1. Demigirl part (on my bio) is just my dissociation/emptiness feeling making me not have sense of my own gender;

  2. Yeah, I seem to be bissexual;

  3. This is the fourth school I’ve been on and I’m always bullied. Infact, they managed to get me on a written warning situation just today;

  4. Somehow, I ended with a crush on a girl from my church. I thought I was really bi and got all invested on it (thus the porn);

  5. But then I realized I also have crushes on EVERY. PERSON. that was nice to me and not my friend or relative. Which means my brother’s friends, online friends…;

  6. And now I want help to stop.

  • HubertManne@piefed.socialEnglish
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    8 days ago

    yeah im thats tough. attraction is something that is hard to overcome. many a gay person has wanted to not be gay and there are pedos who don’t want to be that way. rewriting ones brain is kinda hard. I mean I would love if I could be hypnotized to like fiber more and sugar pretty much not at all with carbs being just alright. So I basically have nothing for you. sorry but hope you find equanimity.

      • HubertManne@piefed.socialEnglish
        2·
        7 days ago

        Its well known those don’t work. Although it made a great bit in that malcolm in the middl episode. Everyone has to walk their own path though. Ultimately this and everything will be your decision to make. Others can only advise at best. EDITED - hey and um some religious ones involving women have involved rape so be careful with that stuff. Usually that was an unrequested conversion but honestly you never know what some people get in their head its alright to do.