Better than usual. Which is not saying much, since I’ve had suicidal thoughts almost every day despite all the therapy and meds. But I did an hour of work today on a project that was due May 2024 (now trying for the 2025 deadline), which is more than most weeks of the past 9 months. I’ve been keeping myself from new Linux installs and other major time sinks for all that time, hoping I’d find a miracle cure. But nope, looks like I’ll have to fight my inattentiveness and depression the hard way. At least I’m motivated to finish the project so I can get my laptop running the way I want.
Ooh fun. I did mine while I was still in the figuring shit out part of my depression. Managed a C but looking back in it, god damn it was not good, bit embarrassing really.
If it’s of any help, I just recently completed my degree that I started 10 years ago. Clinical depression just ruined my education, and it took a lot of time to get over the anxiety of going back to finish it. But, eventually I did get there. If I can do it, you can too.
Better than usual. Which is not saying much, since I’ve had suicidal thoughts almost every day despite all the therapy and meds. But I did an hour of work today on a project that was due May 2024 (now trying for the 2025 deadline), which is more than most weeks of the past 9 months. I’ve been keeping myself from new Linux installs and other major time sinks for all that time, hoping I’d find a miracle cure. But nope, looks like I’ll have to fight my inattentiveness and depression the hard way. At least I’m motivated to finish the project so I can get my laptop running the way I want.
What’s the project?
Bachelor’s thesis
Ooh fun. I did mine while I was still in the figuring shit out part of my depression. Managed a C but looking back in it, god damn it was not good, bit embarrassing really.
If it’s of any help, I just recently completed my degree that I started 10 years ago. Clinical depression just ruined my education, and it took a lot of time to get over the anxiety of going back to finish it. But, eventually I did get there. If I can do it, you can too.