It’s something you will never have to do a second time

I definitely appreciate this point of view

You’re right. I often forget to take pride in my improvement. I think it’s just that after all the theory and reading on capitalist exploitation, especially exploitation of vulnerable groups of people, I feel like I was still unable to prevent being subject to a business practice that more than likely targets and exploits people like myself.

Edit: also thank you very much for your comment

Did not expect to get so many answers so quickly. Thank you all.