I’d vote for waiting for 0.18.1 if it’s only a couple more days

What do you mean out of your range? You can definitely learn to make games, could even document your learning journey (creating content), could stream or record gameplay / speedruns etc.

If you know there are things you enjoy but are bored and unmotivated to do them, you could try to commit to just playing a game for 20 mins. If you feel like carrying on, do it if not you can at least say you didn’t just sit around doing nothing. Cherish the small victories and build up from there. All easier said than done of course but it’s good to try, doesn’t matter if you succeed or not.