* doses to pseudopregnancy levels of estradiol

“I’ll show you!!! >:(”

oki fine :'), I just felt bad because its off topic

Thank you so much! <333, didn’t know how to link a community '^^

Thanks! <3

as I have mentioned on another comment this is not half of it '^^, I have gone to two therapists but my experiences were mostly negative so instead Im just trying to surround myself with loving people and taking MDMA every now and than hihi~, it has certainly helped me unpack some traumatic experiences I had been supressing for years!

No worries!, considering the way I wrote it, I was already afraid that people would interpret it that way.

Although it still hurts and makes me sick to my stomach to think about.

I did not misgender other transpeople directly(there were none) so no, it does not count as harrassing a minority, it does count as gross hatespeach imo.

thank you!

you should continue to assess the beliefs you hold

hm, I mean, after my libertarian phase, I shifted into individualist anarchism before I ultimately stopped giving a fuck about politics since there is nothing I can change.

A while afterwards I was still experiencing thoughts of self tought about my identity due to the things people I had looked up to were spouting but thankfully these thoughts left.

what kind of believes do you think I should watch out for?

Oh I left so many twists of this journey out, because this is already rant enough :')

Thank you!, that is a nice way to think of it <3

Thank you, hearing that helps <3

and I would love some internet hugs :3

* hugs

thank you <3

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gj for the repost!

I saw that before on reddit, what an awul story :( !

ps: you don’t need to make the repost disclaimer in all caps, scared me for a sec :,)

you do you but my lexer(flex) is not helping me socialize, dumb unix jokes aside, lovely advice <3, I will definetly give that a try!

for the small amount of advice I do have.

It always helps to be directly approaching people, a significant amount of people will positively react to being directly contacted, so fear really isn’t warented

advice for people in berlin: write me!!! * puppy eyes *… also there is a hackerspace called afra which is to a significant part queer, I go there regularly and the people are nice, its just hard for me to actually make friends/interact with people there because of the before mentioned sensory issues

I mean … that makes it seam like even more for me :3

jup that is how it feels and I have kind of emotionally adjusted to it, I have been meaning to look somewhere else, but I have no plan and no energy, I can’t just join some big corp because I couldn’t get a full education and the only reason I choose this place is because of my rather severe sensory issues

Im happy to say, I have zero proper security practices, 90% of my machines run as root >:3 also CONFIG_MULTIUSER=N is something I have done, so I funny enough cannot relate

hi!!!, sorry I just woke up and came to the realization that room discovery in spaces is broken on my server, I invited you to all rooms and added the room addresses to the space description :,)

I agree with your point on small software comps, issue is, I was still very unsure about my identity when I got hired, which is imo the only reason they took me, considering Im constantly disrespected, called by my deadname although I have made it clear I don’t want to be and I constantly listen to my coworkers talk about the “insanity of gender politics” as most of them are in the age close to retiring, which didn’t make it easy to actually learn to be myself

also wow you have alot of experience!! :o

aaaaa, ty!! <3, do tell me if anything is broken, I use dendrite, which happens to sometimes be a bit of a wild ride :,)

I absolutely see your point, but It just absolutely downs me seeing my old name, which tends to happen on smaller projects, so whenever I can, I will actually filter branch :,)