He’s 28 😂 yeah he lowkey said I am acting crazy but I was just mad that he was lying for no reason.

Tbh, I can post anything I want, simply just don’t engage in my post if you don’t want to …

never meet anyone sounds scary

Ahahaha 0 actually

Literally… like I couldn’t care less for his Instagram it was just the action of lying like for what 😂😂

fuck . I deleted it. They did a good job tho, basically what I was saying, but more formal lol

I know. But when I’m in a relationship with someone I don’t care for those things. When I was with my ex, I was so emotionally connected that like I didn’t care or like NEED it. We were also long distance (7hrs) so we didn’t see each other as much as we wanted but I felt okay. But now since it’s over and I’m single, I’m craving it much much more. I think I’ll take it easy tho, I will try to regulate my sexual emotions

I know this. The thing is, I’m not looking for a relationship right now because I’m not emotionally ready to be committed to someone. I am fully capable of being independant, I love doing things by myself. I prefer it than being with someone to be honest. But now it’s just the physical touch I crave too much. I don’t even want an emotional connection with this guy

Oh I’ve tried therapy and surprisingly, advice online seems to help me more.

I guess yeah, I just haven’t felt this rebound feeling in years so like it’s a shock to me. I feel nothing but feel so good at the same time. What the fuck? lol.

Stop ily. I’m gonna use this

What if in the future I like someone so much but they can’t stand my past? My ex freaked out when I told him my body count lol. I’m a loyal person tho. If I am with someone I don’t give a flying fuck about anyone else but I think my ex’s reaction scared me till now. Made me feel shame

LOL I’m sorry, my brain was scattered typing this all out. I think I’m just confused on what I want

I mean yea tbh his instagram popped up and im like the fuck? Cuz I asked awhile ago and he lied and said he didn’t have. Personally I couldn’t care less about having his Instagram, but why lie lol. I told him like he doesn’t have to lie or anything because I don’t care and he said yeah ok I don’t wanna give u it get the hint lolololol. Maybe a bit toxic but the sex is good so part of me don’t care lol. And that’s true, I just worry about like STDs and stuff. I asked him tho if he’s doing anything with anyone else but he said no. But it’s hard to believe him now 😂

Yeah, I only felt bad doing the whole fake nude thing but at the end of the day, that one guy didn’t even send money for them anyways. But ya I genuinely had someone who wanted to send money to help me, no pictures, nothing. I felt bad so I am glad I got to apologize. But yeah I don’t know if I want to do it anymore because it does make me feel slightly guilty but the financial position I’m in right now makes it super tempting. But I’m trying to do side hustles but it’s hard. And thank you. I appreciate all your comments on my posts, you helped me a lot and I appreciate you internet stranger 🩵

Yeah, not going to lie, today I felt super lonely and I felt bad I had removed one of those guys after they sent me money so I reached out and apologized to them. I feel bad for messaging them again. Is it bad that if they offered money again to me I wouldn’t say no? I wouldn’t have to remove them because no one is telling me to. But fuck. I feel guilt about everything now I’m over the body count thing. I’ll never let it affect me again. My worth isn’t based on a number and everyone was rihh ch r about it

No everything you say is true I didn’t think it was a big deal to share my Instagram like if someone came up to me people have an Instagramin real life. I always said no I have a boyfriend. I know I’m a loyal person, especially to those I love, which is why it a lot to know why upset him from this. I also hadn’t been in relationship in years so I feel like maybe me and him both didn’t fully understand things the way they should be. and yeah, like the only reason I didn’t tell him about the unsolicited images was because I was disgusted by myself and I didn’t see apoint in sharing it with him, especially since I told him I was sending fake photos to the first guy. I thought he might already know could be sent more so the attention that was receiving/gaming, even though it was fake and I didn’t care for any of it. I know this might make me a bad person and I do regret sending fake photos, but I didn’t want them to send anything to me At the end of the day, I just wanted him to trust me and I felt so guilty for a whole month and everything heating up things I even did before I met him. I started feeling really guilty. I feel like I needed to tell him.

No I mean in the community you sent me, like women talk about whatever they want or is it a specific topic?

Does anyone talk about anything here?

Because I’m broken. I like to make people feel good even if that means putting them first. I’m also a people’s pleaser. I come off as this happy jolly person and soon as I hit home, reality hits. I don’t like talking about my problems because I feel like I don’t make sense or I’m a burden lol. That’s why I am that way. It’s dumb.