Airica

I love me some Terence McKenna!

We have to create culture, don’t watch TV, don’t read magazines, don’t even listen to NPR. Create your own roadshow. The nexus of space and time where you are now is the most immediate sector of your universe, and if you’re worrying about Michael Jackson or Bill Clinton or somebody else, then you are disempowered, you’re giving it all away to icons, icons which are maintained by an electronic media so that you want to dress like X or have lips like Y. This is shit-brained, this kind of thinking. That is all cultural diversion, and what is real is you and your friends and your associations, your highs, your orgasms, your hopes, your plans, your fears. And we are told ‘no’, we’re unimportant, we’re peripheral. ‘Get a degree, get a job, get a this, get a that.’ And then you’re a player, you don’t want to even play in that game. You want to reclaim your mind and get it out of the hands of the cultural engineers who want to turn you into a half-baked moron consuming all this trash that’s being manufactured out of the bones of a dying world. Where is that at?

Dominator culture! WOOOOO!!

Giving us alone time allows us to recharge our social batteries. It’s one of my favorite gifts to receive.

I shower every day. I try to do it late morning so I can get the sun coming in through the skylight. Bathing in the light of the sun feels like a purification ritual.

Oh yes, I love to celebrate manufactured stress, commercial pressure, and exhausting social obligations. /s

Take the next step and remove yourself from holiday traditions. I only observe the solstice/equinox dates.

That’s how you know you’re really here. Isn’t existence amazing?!

The capricorn activation phrase? You done did it now.

Somewhere between 4 and 6.

I highly recommend a human-sized cat bed with extra pillows and blankets. Helps with my back pain and allows me to sleep longer.

There’s lots of fish out in the pond In the oceans and the rivers and in all the waterfalls But if I’m made for land and not the sea at all Could I crawl and find some kind Neanderthal?

This is totally wrong. My hair is teal, not pink.

I just stare into a corner with Pomni scribble eyes.

Giant memory foam dog bed, but human-sized. I slept on it last night instead of my SleepNumber. 🤷‍♀️

That depends who you’re asking, me or my tulpa (submissive top and power bottom).

After a few months in the dating pool, this one hurts.

Is existing primarily in my mind palace with my tulpa to offset my Av/BPD a state of delusion? She says no: “the world is our delusion, we’re just a reflection of that”. Mama, did it need to be so high?

I started HRT two years ago at 47. I’m pretty sure my second puberty is turning into perimenopause. 😬