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That’s how you know you’re really here. Isn’t existence amazing?!

its weird back when i was on testosterone i was such a baby about pain. it was the worst and i could barely deal with it so i avoided it as much as i could. now that im on estrogen my pain tolerance is much higher and i can actually receive enough pain to feel the endorphin rush. so yeah i get it now. pain makes me feel alive too :3

Mood