I do, but I don’t think so.

Honestly I don’t know, I give up on life time ago, then this last year I start “living” again by having a daily activies and job. But I deal with this like someone dead inside, I don’t feel any joy. I am not even looking for a goal. I see nothing in other people, I interact with then know that i get forget as soon the day end. I am just too scared to kill myself.

In any situation. That’s why most of adults don’t have friends. We pretending to want someone but also really want to not have our lives destroyed.

You can be positive at end because you have save something with your work. I have your age, never work a single day of my life, I don’t have a bank account, I’m just living with my 70yo parent and keep going with his money that is the wage of essential worker. Where I am going? Enjoy what? What ride? I only see that probably I have to work like a slave in future, and that’s it.

Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn’t have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that’s the point, limited time sure it’s everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.

Tree with intelligence? I don’t see any reason why this trees accepts to be buildings, there will be no benefit from them to having us around.

I didn’t find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn’t fade after some time. At moment I’m very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I’m keeping myself alive because I’m just scared of the pain and I can’t imagine stop existing.

Like sentient organism? A building made of flesh who have thoughts? I will stay very far from any cities.

My first porn was on floppy disk

Too much extremist and people who just here to sell their blogs, website, onlyfans, ect.

Because their code is a mess, ugly and full of bugs, that is better burn to the roots that trying to fix it.

Inner peace

12-13 in Europe.

“I am already dead” and “They are not your friends”

That is super interesting, I know so little about the honey badger, still I feared most a lion because his mass, because vs that I am sure to die. A little enemy like the honey badger give me more hope, going through the asshole is actually a good idea, strangle and compress his skull for sure.

Same, people keep me asking, why don’t you have whatsup, facebook, instagram or gmail? Fucking hell, we living in a dystopia where everyone need this apps as basic, corporation win and everyone clapping like monkeys.

We have claws too and teeths, I will bite his head off, rip his belly with my hand. Sure the honey badger will take maybe half of my face off, an eye, maybe even one of my hand, but I say I will win at last.

Why did you give them a gun? Challenging fight with both btw, without guns, maybe I will lose one eye or something, but I will fight for win.

Any animal less that half of my size, so no more that 30 kilos, then depends if that animal have special skills, like poison, but still he gonna die with me.

I don’t have any title, but I can tell you one thing. Best music for running are 130bpm.