cw it pls, actually i aaaaaaaaaaaa so phobic about these, wish in irl they was also cw’ed

why ppl in this line area, sosososoosoo, weird, i was once time had friend from donetsk and its just putin licking, they brainwashed as fck?

transnistrian ruble
hellllllll

we need make it trans-occupied :3333333 МЯМЯМУММУМММЯМУМЯМУМ мямумум ммоморрм пр транснистровье, with trans ruble maybe tuble?

aaaaaaaaaa would be so cool if i had girl, which does smashing my gel into me, and i smash gel to her too!!! mowom3womwoakawoioawiaowioaiwoi, life goals, t4t, aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa prog making me want girls girls girls girls girls, catgirls!!! meow together!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa i soo lonely, i want girls in my bed,

hehehehe my mom basically kills her cycle thru conceptratives, also she a life-long on hrt too, because of fcking second ovarie got removed due tumor, and HYPERANDROGENIA like 900pg DHT is insane, also my grandma is cycle hater sooo much, idk i want just ovulating every day :333333, PMS is unfun, i still get period/PMS like stuff in a month AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i hate it, actually thermoregulation can change/increased sweating/irritation/etc/etc different libido, but my levels are stable aaaaaaaaa, need try make a journal to understand this

also annoying how progesterone isnt mainstream in trans healthcare, every hormone is important in our bodys and deficites are unfun, actually starting prog making me feel a looot better

oh wait, the girl that actually love me, came to my bed check me, its my smol kitty mary!!! sadly no human love me, maybe because i cat too but they trying to see human in me, i just a kitty trapped in human body and worse society

very me, heheheh mrprmrpmrp

aaaa i just dont workout at all, i soft girlie, maximum walks

but last days my workout was aaaaaaa drill aaaaaaa engineering some stuff

i use (selfhosted) vpn too, its works, but without doesnt thank you cencorship

maybe something wrong with yours

holy moly, this dumb as hell, you can do to the end, especially in vial, we often use full glass!!! ampules and using it to the end just isnt touching much bottom, also use good syringes with low deadspace, are u IM or subq? if subq there are insuline syringes with low deadspaces and thin needless

also i have in a gel paper, that i shoudnt use after 64 pumps, INACCURATE DOSE, yeah there is much less less w one pump, but i just adding remaining pumps to archive same gel amount
also fun from gel paper, i shoudnt touch ppl(and ppl shoudnt touch application area) 1 hour after application either i will forcefem them, sooooooo smash gel on hands, and forcefem ppl :33333

mrprmprmprmprm omewoemomrowme wpaepwoawpoa

oh shit mom said only recently while i was on high lurasidone, valproate

i have seizures at night? i was randomly sitting while still sleep also motor movements

it was in 2025 but mom said only now, a real faschist this a inssne

atleast brain mri pretty normal, but sure my receptors are fucked…

also i realized that after psychiatric “treatment” i was a lot more dysphoric and brainwormed but body isnt changed

only estradiol helped me a lot mentally, now also prog

atleast still getting better and better also thanks to girl who helping me a lot even thru continents, she helps a lot a lot

i want lactation loool

very((

mrpmrprmprmrprmprm

nah is just russian medicine, real doctors will lose their lisence and possibly go to prison

yeah i dont expect improvement, but is def like always just same state

the worse - better state, depends on fcking muscle state aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

yeah china is pretty legit especially if its bigpharma where even western bigpharma buys raw substances, but there a def awful worker rights in china, buuut eastern europe is better? nah

russian bigpharma only buys at india/china and never do own, and they say IS OUR MEEEMDSSDSD!!! saying our meds != just pill press ready raw powder

european big pharma is often use china/india too, but usually a western EU stuff

zoloft raws is from puerto rico fuuun (also fun that govrenment dont keep that data censored, but its openly available at med registry grls.rosminzdrav.ru)

very very pain aaaaaaaa

sadly cant, i pretty disablish w audhd, i cant properly typical work, get typical education, and its big risk of harrasment not because transness but also because my autistic weirdness(i get harrasment whole life due that)

i cant do fcking bureacracy, i cant gain big money, i cant leave my cats, i cant sadly everything, pretty stuck here w dumb parents which doesnt really desire to leave together especially to west countries

yuh parents get a less n less dumb and getting better, but still i cant get proper understanding from them(i too autistic for lawful neurotypical person)

i cant get proper treatment huuuuh

getting a true psycho meds = impossible, but also inlogical after being bumped by everything

but they prescribe soft russian underresearched antipsychotic alimemazine(neuroleptic as they love say) TO ALL FCKING PATIENTS even w soft depression

antipsychotics to anyone who dont need it

but stimulants are never was legal, so adhd is problematic, adhd is unfun aaaaaaaaa,

ppl get 20 year prison for ordering simple bupropion from internet

from muscle relaxants which i need now, tru science is only tizanidine, clonidine is strong controlled and nobody will prescribe it, baclofen yeah recently, cyclobenzaprin i cant due taking sertraline, usually they prescribe soviet bloc shit such as tolperisone for anyone(fun but is pretty expensive too)

also the psych on latuda withdrawal said get back after 3 days but i just get worse mood

it have very long halflife!!!

and also he insane putting from 20mg to 0, i did 10mg drop and didnt feel different(was ready todo 5 mg droppings but pill was very small)

also he doesnt want help my muscle shit, and redirecting to neurologist

also very stupid psychotherapy from him

hopefully i completly stopped going to him at all, and i going to taper sertraline anyway, even if i will need prescribtion i can go to any other neurologist/psychiatrist

interesting but 50 mg less sertraline in few days, feels a looot better, less flat, I GOT APPETITE AGAIN, but isnt depressive even when sensory/muscle shit killing me soososos much

also idk that possible or not with new tizanidine pack i dont get ANYTHING AT ALL, possible that pharmacy did wrong temperature regime?, this a sirdalud from sandoz slovenia(? didnt remember), but the raw substance is from china(i did look at govrenment med database), will try teva next time w czech republic raw substance

also i know which russian pharmas estradiol raw using!!! its from some china pharma

huh, my new psychiatrist did a ton of errors for me, such as major valproate overdose, above my weight/mg ratio and it give expouse of psoriasis to body(i have only on head), even when i not bipolar or schizo and he didnt put any diagnosis besided gender identity disorder(holy icd-10), depressive episode), did massive error prescribing lurasidone with antidepressant(the past ones doing high dose lura with strong TCA was insanely mentally ill), which basically leads to hypomania(yuh i speak too much and didnt control much words), he doing sertraline movements by 50mg but i sensitive to it

valproate can mess up with hormones too!!! in a good and bad way at same time (it have some anti-androgen effect, but also worsening estradiol metabolism, todo links later), but hopefully is only when you take this shit and i fixed it(i have very good sentivity to estrogen based on shbg responce(insentive get standalone 30 nmol even with 3000 pg estradiol, but i got responce to a 150 nmol only on 200 pg (yeah this is due gel peaks but still insane) plus i get pretty strong HPG suppression

mrprppprrprprp awwpwppwppw nyaayys :3333 >3