And then I internalise that I’m a bad person and feel guilty for making them be disappointed in me and upsetting them, and being selfish and stuff, and what they did to me feels justified, as it was punishment for me being so bad, and they have the right to do whatever they want to me
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TheLeadenSea@sh.itjust.worksto
Privacy@programming.dev•EU Chat Control Is Back - And This Time It Might Actually PassEnglish
35·1 day agoThey only have to win once… We have to win every single time 😔
My mother 😔
TheLeadenSea@sh.itjust.worksto
Privacy@lemmy.ml•British Police Built a Sprawling Crime-Prediction Machine. Some Results Couldn’t Be TrustedEnglish
7·2 days agoIsn’t there a movie about this concept?
TheLeadenSea@sh.itjust.worksto
Lemmy Shitpost@lemmy.world•You have the power to chooseEnglish
2·2 days ago:3
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196@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Imagine being stuffed with rule 24/7English
11·2 days agommmgmmfdghhm
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Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•What is the less painful route to take when thinking about transicion?English
2·2 days agoC cups after a year?? Luckyyyy 😔
TheLeadenSea@sh.itjust.worksto
Asklemmy@lemmy.ml•Which Country's flag has the worst design in your opinion?English
85·4 days agoClose tie between America and UK, both horrible color choices
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Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•my brain was fucked by DOCTORS, thanks you doooctoor!English
11·4 days agoOmg, that’s awful, I’m so sorry :((
You don’t deserve that
Is there any way you can leave, or are you stuck there?
TheLeadenSea@sh.itjust.worksto
Lemmy Shitpost@lemmy.world•You have the power to chooseEnglish
2·4 days agoWhat if I do what a specific authority figure tells me to do instead?
well you gotta make them feel …loved
and then maybe they’ll give you their milk :p
omgg sameeee
I thought the woman was the father
nah, he was just the man with the box of teeth in his drawer
I didn’t even need a kid to have this, I wrote this poem when I was depressed as a teen
Standing Here poem
So many rules, so many fools, so many times I never die.
So many years, with all of my tears, I never meant to be alive.
Let it end, that is my wish, I want it all to stop!
I’ll carry on till I drop!I’m am still, standing here, while you all, are standing near.
I can’t go, as you well know, while you all, love me so.Sometimes.
Somehow.
I wouldn’t let it end because I always need right now.
Someday, I know, it’ll all come crashing down.This isn’t the end!
Or is it the end?
I don’t even know anymore.
I’ll say that it’s done,
And fuck everyone,
but I’m still standing here.I’m still standing here.
I’m still standing here.
I’m still standing here.
Here.
My parents did lot of things I hate them for, but I’ll always respect them from openly having my father be the Tooth Officer from the start
I really like the message, but could they have said it in a less mildly distasteful Christian way? What about the fathers who lost children but don’t believe in an afterlife?










isn’t monster a different caffeine drink?