So ready for a long weekend. This stretch of no public holidays between King’s Birthday and Grand Final Friday is nasty.

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Well they read me a list of all of these things I’ve done wrong in their eyes over the past few months. Some of which was just not right but I shut up and took it for the most part. I guess telling me what I did wrong was support? I dunno. The forum for delivering their message in a super serious meeting didn’t feel like support, it felt like being disclipined. Then told me that you must not be happy here and we can help you move on. I didn’t get the sense they wanted to do anything to improve outcomes, they just want me gone. A really shitty situation.

Update - I still have a job but my work standard has been slipping and they’ve noticed. Directors told me I won’t be progressing to where I want to get within the business and so I should think about moving on. Then they offered to help me with finding a new position - using their contacts etc. Has anyone previously told their employer they’re planning to leave before they actually resign? I feel like this is a trap.

Rollercoaster day. Got an email this morning asking that I attend the office later this week to meet with the directors. No details provided on what the meeting is going to be about. An ex-colleague of mine recieved a similar meeting invitation earlier in the year where they got made redundant. So naturally I began to freak out, thinking I’m about to lose my job. I asked if I needed to prepare anything for the meeting and the response makes me think I’m not about to lose my job, but they’re going to be raising something performance related. I’m pretty nervous because I have no idea what I’m going to be walking into. The response could just be throwing me off the scent. I feel sick.

I already want to leave, but better hurry up with finding that new job. Tonight I’m going to apply for a few roles and clear my work PC in case the worst happens.

Thought it was a good idea to go for run in the peak sun part of the day. I overheated out there. Got it done though!

Been a while since I’ve gone for a run on this track and wow the amount of unleashed dogs was staggering. It’s not an off leash track but people give no shits. Lucky all the doggos today were cute non-threatening breeds, but I’ve been chased before by a big scary off lead dog on this track so I’m quite guarded.

This weather is too nice for productive working. I’m just flapping about and staring out the window today. Going to get some sun soon.

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This is on my list to watch after The Bear, heard great things and now again here.

Got home from work and inside my house is 20 degrees all from natural heating. It’s balmy in here. Been a while since that’s happened.

Had a 10pm urge to strip my bed so I could have fresh sheets for sleep tonight. Exciting Saturday night being had.

Today 12, next Friday 26. Already thinking of my plans for knock-off bevvies in the warm sun. Today ain’t it.

Are tracksuit shorts a thing for the ladies? I live in them in summer for lounging.

Went to get the mail and saw a group of Jehovah’s witnesses doing the rounds across the street. Never ran inside so fast. The door won’t be answered.

Weather is going to change dramatically tomorrow early evening and it’s supposed to be very windy. Choose the warmer option.

Unfortunately not. The company I work for has three directors and this is one of them. The only way to move away is leave and that’s what I plan to do! Just waiting patiently for the right role to come up.

Most of the time, yeah. You can do 99 things right and 1 thing not to their liking. You’ll only ever hear about that 1 thing (positive feedback is very rare) and then they act the way they do.

My boss is being a real piece of work today. They’re coming at me like where’s this, where’s that, why did you do this (assuming what I did was wrong). Can you possibly just trust for one moment that I know what I am doing and the tasks on my plate are under control? It’s the assuming that I always get it wrong or have missed something until convinced otherwise that really grates on me.

I made this mistake many times ordering coffee. Do they have those little milk packets you can pour into the coffee after ordering? It’s not the same as an iced latte but that hint of milk taste makes a difference.

I recently bought skim milk by accident and I swear it was just cloudy water.