Just another terrible week. Remember that post about the forgotten bitwarden password. I still haven’t remember the password. I’m not sure if I’ll ever find it. 😥

When depression is already so bad, this forgetting passwords thing is just another thing that’s slowly destroying my will to live.

It’s not been a good week tbh…

Had a very rough patch with my partner that we’re trying to work through, but it’s tough.

A lot of tears, some minor self harm, emotions on an erratic seesaw.

Weekend plans are some shopping, see my new nephew, some time with my daughters and preparations for vacation next week.

Work sucks but Pikmin 4 rules so it ain’t all bad.

Someone stole my identity, and the bank that they used keeps telling me they can’t help me if I don’t contact them with the email address I used to sign up for an account. Reminder! My identity was stolen! I didn’t sign up for shit!

This week is being a bit of a roller coaster. I got a CPAP machine yesterday after having been on a waiting list to get one for years. I was so happy to get it! But last night was by far the worst sleep I’ve had in ages- the machine feels like it’s suffocating me, and I apparently pushed it off my face at some point during the night, but the ridiculous app that came with the machine does not tell you what time you removed the mask or for how long, and apparently if you wake up and take a long time to fall asleep again, the app will totally ignore the initial period of sleep.

So today I’m exhausted and irritable, and woke up to excited messages from friends who were expecting the CPAP to change my life from the very first night, which was difficult to cope with, though of course I know they meant well. I hope things will get better.

Like a colonoscopy: Uncomfortable, embarassing, and with a shitty ending.