AnxiousMiisha
20Mtf 🏳️⚧️
Playing life on New Girl+
Prog addict and needle enthusiast 💉
HRT since 12.2.2026
Taken 31.3.2024
- 25 Posts
- 160 Comments
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Came out to my mother todayEnglish
3·10 hours agoGood job girlie! So happy for you 😊
🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
2·16 hours agoI’ve been told I am warm by my bf…under certain circumstances 🤭
Don’t know about cute tho
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
1·16 hours agoThat’s totally valid! Thanks for the feedback.
I do actually have a tight top, which my mother gave me. I’ll try it with the same skirt next time
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
3·16 hours agobut when i saw myself the first time with a hint of breasts in a tight top, i indeed suddenly liked myself
Girl, same 😭
I couldn’t figure out if I wanted to just wear a T-shirt without a bra, showing my brand new breasts off to the world, or if it would be too vulgar and I should hide them.
I chose the former 😆those moments are becoming more frequent. :)))
So happy for youuu <3
Keep on slaying ❤️
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
2·16 hours agoMy bf is right here and always down to…get down 😂
It was something new, something I was curious about. It sucks that it didn’t work out.
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
4·19 hours agoYou’re right…it is like advanced frotting.
I should have seen this coming from a hundred miles away…but it made me feel really dysphoric.
It makes sense, doesn’t it? Frotting. This kind of dysphoria. I’m so stupid. Sorry.
Thanks for the recommendation. I’m sure it works for most people, but I’m not one of them. I’m sorry
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
3·19 hours agoI’ve noticed your comment on other posts before. It sounds…definitely interesting.
I think I’ll have to try it? I can’t even imagine what that would feel like, for either of us.Thanks for the tip tho 💜. You’ll know if it works, you just know I’ll be posting it here 😭
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
3·19 hours agoExactly! How am I supposed to show myself off in weather like this?? 😭
our bodies, we ‘suddenly’ like
I know you’re joking, but this was an arduous process for me. I used to hate myself, full on hate.
Not just pre-HRT, but in the earlier stages as well (I’m still early, but meh…).
As soon as the novelty of “Oh, I have magic blue sweet sexy pills that will make me sexy and also grow breasts” (bad analogy) wore off, it got BRUTAL.I’m glad I’m here now tho ❤️
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
1·19 hours agothe general advice is to pair a flowy/loose fitting piece with a tight piece, so if you wear a loose flowy bottom you should pair it with a tight top and vice versa
Yes! That’s what I thought exactly. I have heard that piece of advice and it’s probably why the outfit didn’t look quite right to me.
also fishnets are cute af theyre not slutty at all idk what you mean lol
I don’t disagree with them being cute, but…yeah 😂. I think I just have a dirty mind, honestly
yeah the cold sucks… ive had a few days lately where i wanted to wear a cute fit but it was too cold >.<
The cold sucks so bad! 😭 Like, I’m almost melting during the day, but at night I can’t even go out in an outfit like this…
UghThank you so much for the advice 🩷
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
2·19 hours agoThis is great advice, thanks Brooke! ❤️
- I do prefer full face honestly. I can cover much more of the imperfections that way. Besides, this time it only took me about 20 minutes. It’s not the end of the world for me 😆
- My ritual of getting powder absolutely everywhere 😭. I don’t think I’d have as much fun with spray 😂. I do get that you prefer spray tho.
- Tinted balms? Really? I didn’t even know that was a thing…
My lips are always really dry under my lipstick…this could help a lot! - I didn’t mention eye shadow…because I suck at eye shadow 😅. The first time I used it, it was a black one and I overdid it. I looked like I had a crippling cocaine addiction, in addition to a brutal caffeine addiction (kinda true) while also never sleeping…ever.
I’ve tried it multiple times since (I even got a nice pallette from a friend of mine (cis woman), for my birthday. I never really got the hang of it…but I’d love to learn. When done right, I think it looks phenomenal.
Also…I didn’t know I was supposed to use anything but my finger…that’s what I’ve been doing. It might work for someone who knows what they’re doing, but I think I’ll try a brush… - I also wanted to mention eyeliner…the other thing I completely suck at (I just suck at eyes fr 😭). My bf bought me a nice felt tip one and…I just can’t do it. I’ve never really learned how to draw and this feels similar. I just look like a caricature every time. So I just leave my eyes alone…
Thank you so much Brooke 😭. I’ll try to practice with eye shadow some more and I definitely need to get a tinted lip balm, omg.
Thanks so much 💜
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Another walk ruined by the cold... *sigh*English
6·1 day agoNo NSFW part today 😔.
You’ve been spared the tell part of kiss and tell today 😂.
Mainly because there was no kiss part…
Me and my bf are taking a break from sex for a couple of weeks.
The preparation for everything is really tiring me out and I need a long break. I don’t know how I’ll ever survive without sex, honestly…
That’s too bad. I actually liked how clean (?) my profile page looked. I could easily find stuff, everything was posted exactly once.
Now I have stuff that’s duplicated, deleted and just sitting there. Should I just make a new account at this point? It’s really bothering me
deleted by creator
And you definitely had to remove the piercings before HRT?
Yes, unfortunately.
Will you get them re-pierced?
Fuck no 😭
It already hurt so much the first time, I can’t imagine surviving it again, with how sensitive my nipples are on HRT.They were affirming tho…
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPto
Transfem@lemmy.blahaj.zone•It works! (body outlines)English
1·1 day agoI already do 😆
Actually, the original pictures that I made these outlines from are in Trans Joy 🤣
Thanks tho ♥️
It seems like it’s been fixed…I think.
What do I do about the duplicates tho? Does Lemmy just not delete deleted posts, ever?
My profile page (from my perspective) is now completely clobbered.
AnxiousMiisha@lemmy.blahaj.zoneto
Blahaj Lemmy Meta@lemmy.blahaj.zone•Server issue, double posting and phantom error messagesEnglish
1·2 days agoConfirming, this is happening to me.
I experienced this issue on the website (Lemmy UI frontend) and the Summit android app.
It seems like it. I got a message from Ada, the whole instance is having trouble.
My anxiety got the better of me 😅
Damn it. I was having so much fun on Lemmy 😭
Now I’m almost considering making a new account on a different instance. I broke something


Indeed. The baby fever is gonna hit me HARD 😭
Congrats on coming out to your mom, Domi!
Happy for you girl 🩵